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Adrenaline

Damn Son ,

That was one hell of an adventure . WOOHOO !

Factory Girl (2006).

Myra
Dec 1, 2009
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Factory Girl III

Factory Girl II

Factory Girl I

Sienna Miller/Edie Sedgwick in Factory Girl (2006). Epic.

It's December 1st. Three subjects left to conquer/sweat over-- it's been great, so far, for me. But let's not jinx that, hmm? What sounded at first as this.. eternal bloodfight isn't true to word. It's a bit more calmer than I thought it'd be, or perhaps.. Y'know, the inner Ghandi in me, unearthed. Strange things, kick-arse things, toxic things circulated throughout the hiatus. Ain't about me, no-- I'm all drama-free and inert. These days, dissociating me is simple: waking up to sunrise, breakfast in front of the desktop, The Rachel Zoe Project or equipped with something of similar nature. Four-hour "naps" later on, afterwards the book-readin' rarity come forth. Fag stuff, but I've been kept spoiled (God's idea) with the sempiternal dandy mode (cue: Arsenal 0 - 3 Chelsea) and fashion projects (deets, later!) to work on. Sieg Magazine debuted it's #4-- the small-time e-mag gets better, no? Write-ups for this one ain't from me, but another talented PYT, so give it a go. Conquests as of late has metalware and shoe inclusion, with laced-up wedges en route. Elsewhere, it's the same. Minus the plumper arse, that is. Might as well retract those "F-ck diets!" and "Real girls eat meat" stand cause this arse ain't gettin' prettier. Uhuh, that's about it. Legit liberation comes 10th December, 12 o'clock. Shite, I'm almost done with all of this. Surreal. Good luck kickin' ass for the rest of the papers, 92s.

[MUSIC] Fleet Foxes - He Doesn't Know Why

Reminiscing Paris, impending Chelsea post (on how awesome we are, duh) later.

Tragedies seems unending

Lanee Zane
Nov 29, 2009
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Bulletproof

I wanna know what it would be like

To find Perfection in my pride

To see Nothing in the light

Or turn It off , in all my spite

And the worst part is

Before it gets any better

We're headed for a cliff

- Farro & Williams

My one and only G

Lanee Zane
Nov 28, 2009
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Hanna Ghulam

Happy Belated Birthday !

Please accept my sincerest apology

For not making it the other day :-(

Promise we'll go bowling and play futsal !

I love you Na :)

Top of my list

Lanee Zane
Nov 27, 2009
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I love the fact that you never fail to comfort me , even in the worst situation .

Countless episodes .

I love the fact that even after twelve months , you still manage to make my knees weak .

Countless moments .

I love the fact that you don't even mind staying up for hours , waiting for me to finish study .

Countless nights .

I love the fact that you are able to put up so much with my nonsense . ( Mainly my impatience )

Countless times .

I love the fact that you have this way of making me feel good in my own skin .

Countless days .

I love the fact that above everyone else , you can read me like a book .

All the time .

I love the fact that you found me .

Ultimately .

To be frank , I don't know how to start this . I have been waiting months , to write this entry . Yet these feelings , these thoughts are just so hard to put down . Sometimes he just makes me feel so content and rapturous , the whole feeling is just overwhelming . But I still can't find a way to express it . That has always been the situation for me , when it comes to Aiman . I know you know I am a lil bit on the weird side haha , so yeah . I'm sorry honey , for not trying hard enough . This is , the best effort I can offer .

Of course , it was not sunshines and rainbows all year round . I know we have had one hell of a perpetual series of heated arguments . That is , totally inevitable in any kind of relationship . I never thought I would say this but I am glad we went through all that . Haha yeah , me and my jealousy and patience problem . Sorry to say that one is not going away , but hey . We made it through .

Contrary to what most people thought ( and still think ) , of course . Haha . What would it be without those imbeciles , simply trying their best in a futile attempt to disprove our relationship ? Really . It is quite amusing to witness how certain people are just so miserable and plain pathetic , they cannot stand to see others filled with such joy . Didn't your mummy hug you enough when you were little ? Tragic .

Some of my friends wondered why and how on earth , I held on for so long . Even after enduring so much of unnecessary pain and heartache . Its not like I have never felt like throwing all of it away . I might appear to be strong on the surface . Just not all the way through . After all , I am just human . There is just so much that one can take in . We have all been there , have we not ?

It is different for everyone , though . Lucky for me , I realized how big of a fool I would be if I were to leave . As if , I would have that kind of strength to do so . Falling asleep without his voice in company is difficult enough . A day without knowing he is there would result an ugly outcome . Call it monkey love , whatever you want . It is still love . And like every other lover , I hope to still be in his arms when I am dancing to Alicia Keys' If I Ain't Got You at my wedding reception . In ten years time .

Fact #1 ? Isn't it obvious ? Of all things you do ,

I love you

Of course .

Happy Anniversary , Honey :-)